new room for thoughts

I remember from my behavioral science class that everyday about 60 thousand thoughts wonder our brain..its not possible for us to stop it, but with conscious we surely can make em'all worth given a thought..


For the first time after a long time, I'm using words to coordinate with my thoughts...When I was a kiddie, I was good at writing - letters, poems, experiences, cards, stories and articles. As I grew up, I found my emotions were no more free. Every passing year made me realize that my world constitutes people who are busy calculating their lives and so am I. Its just a matter of moment whether you have feelings or not...or rather it is best to be bereft of feelings. But being a part of God's creation this is not possible. I found that anyone is hardly interested in listening patiently to what you have to say. Consider this example - we choose someone whom we think is special and understands us...but very soon we forget that it is true both side and we start complaining about how ignorant he/she is to not listen to me anymore. Actually we also have stopped listening him/her and again back on own-self. Its true with no exceptions, neither mine as well. But closing eyes when danger is in front is no solution. Shutting doors for emotions makes the heap bigger and believe me that cuts like a knife. So its better to take it out with all innocence it is wrapped in. Truly the way its meant to be expressed - naturally. 


I always thought its easier to pen down emotions than to express them verbally. This little space of mine might help me in this prospect. 


Freedom of thoughts makes me as light as feather.